This morning I awakened with a sadness words cannot explain; it’s something I just felt. As a few tears fell from my eyes, I still wasn’t sure what brought on this feeling. As the tears fell I heard a voice say “fight this!” In the next moment, tears stopped and I agreed with “the voice”. I sat up straight and decided to reclaim my power; closing my eyes and taking a deep breathe. When I reopened my eyes, I felt renewed and strong enough to get through this New Day.
As a reminder of my personal power, I saw the number 8 a few times before leaving home this morning; just one of the ways the Universe speaks to me. Here is the spiritual/numerology/metaphysical meaning of the number 8:
8…Strength symbolizes inner strength and determination. Reversed it means lack of confidence.
I am appreciative of every message, every sign, every lesson, every blessing the Universe grants me; each has assisted me with learning who I am and has allowed me to reconnect with the deepest parts of myself.
This lifetime has not been easy and I’m still not where I imagined being by now, but it is clear that I have to continue my journey because I refuse to live in vain
Creatively I’ve been in a state of stagnation…uninspired, discouraged at times and often filled with anxiety but unlike times before now, I can’t give up even if I wanted to. It feels as if my spirit just won’t allow me to give up so I just keep doing what I can to fulfill my purpose.
Most of this lifetime I’ve spent learning and experiencing on my own. I’ve battled loneliness at times but because I’m mostly introverted and crave solitude, bouts with loneliness are few and far in between. I’m sure “My Tribe” is on the way and then I will have the support, encouragement, inspiration and sense of belonging that I’ve been searching for all of this lifetime; until then I have me! Wow that feels good to state because not long ago…loving and accepting myself was simply too hard to do.
As always, I am sharing this with you to let you know that you are never alone and to remind you to always honor your spirit, your heart and most of all…NEVER give up! Continue your journey even if you have to change directions. Also pay attention to signs and messages of the Universe, they will always point you in the RIGHT direction (don’t overthink or try to interpret them, truth reveals itself when you are truly ready).
Sending you great Love, Peace & Blessings….